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Sunday, September 28, 2008

Ok, I think I just spoke to Demi Lovato online. As in yahoo pool game online (I was too bored, you see). For those of you who have no freaking idea who she is or who doesn't watch Disney Channel, she's the star of Camp Rock, which also stars Joe Jonas, the hot brother of the Jonas Brothers. So anyway, our conversation went like this:-

Her: Hey, nice to meet you, I'm Demi Lovato.

Me: Ya, right. (obviously I don't believe it's her)

Her: Excuse me? (haaa, offended liao)

Me: Like seriously? The one who sings This Is Me? (unbelievable)

Her: Can't a celeb have yahoo? I also have zwinky. Even Selena Gomez and Miley Cyrus have zwinky. (I have no idea what zwinky is, must be some bo liao online thingy like friendster)

Me: Alright, fair enough. (in a sarcastic tone)

Her: Do you know there's a show on disney called mollywood? (nope, I only know hollywood)

Me: Nope, I missed Camp Rock by the way.

Her: Camp Rock was fun to shoot, you didn't watch? There's also this new show As The Bell Rings.

Me: I don't know any new shows cause I'm from Singapore. (US's and Singapore's Disney Channel show differently)

Her: Oh, I got to go, I have to do a video shoot. Nice to meet you fan.

WTF?

I'M SO NOT HER FAN. SHE'S LIKE FREAKING 16 YEARS OLD ONLY!

I admit I do listen to her songs but that doesn't mean I'm her fan.

CRAP SIA.

LIAN 9:54 PM!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

This Chen sent me a horoscope email a few days ago and I'm still reading it now cause there's a total of 12 horoscopes for men and women respectively. Too bad it's in chinese so I can't send to the non-chinese people. Anyway, the main point is, I got all excited while I was reading about mine. It's like 95% true can. The remaining 5% belongs to those little little things which I don't think is accurate. You people should know what my horoscope is lah hor? Now, let's quote some examples shall we? Translation are in brackets. Sorry if I misinterpret some of the meanings.

1. 水瓶座的女子堅持追求自由。但這並不表示她們的行為大膽開放,拒絕接受傳統教條的束縛。她所追求的自由是精神上、思想上的。她可能今天研究心理學,過兩天去學爵士舞,下個星期到醫院當義工。她好像可以屬於社會上任何一個族群,但又不是真正屬於那一個族群。她屬於她自己,似乎沒有任何人可以完全的佔有她。但她也從來不會霸道的想要佔有別人。對於所有的事情,她似乎都有自己的標準,不受傳統的約束和影響。她很有「她的」原則,而且忠於原則。一如戀愛中的她,絕對忠於自己的情人一樣。

(Aquarius women insist in pursuing freedom but that doesn't mean that they are bold/open in their actions or refuse to be binded by traditional values. The freedom that she seeks are those that are psychologically and emotionally. She might be doing research in psychology today and learning jazz two days later and then doing voluntary work in a hospital next week. It seems as if she could belong to any social group but she doesn't really belong in it. She belongs to herself and it looks like nobody could possess her completely. She is also not unreasonable in wanting to possess someone as well. She has her own set of goals/aims towards all things without letting anything bind or affect them. She believes and sticks to her principles like how she remains loyal to her lover in a relationship.)

Very true indeed! I'm someone who loves my freedom very much and I can't stand anyone snatching it away from me. I might be rebellious but not to the extent of doing something that's wrong such as staying out late everyday or hanging out with bad company. And yes, I'm still very much a traditional girl. I have many interests as well as mentioned in the above and nobody - I repeat, nobody, can have me completely. Since I don't want anyone to possess me, it's only normal that I don't want to possess anyone either. Right? I'm truly very principled and I insist on sticking to them. I'm not too sure about the loyal to lover part though. HAAA.

2. 對許多水瓶座女子來說,人生都是一場無盡的探索。各各階層的人,各種五花八門的事,都應該被了解、被關懷。因此;如果你有個水瓶座的情人,你大可放心,她一定不會有太多時間黏著你。事實上,她或許還擔心你會無時無刻黏著她呢。

(Life is an endless journey of discovering to many Aquarius women. Such as different circles of people and all sorts of different things should be apprehended and cared for. If you have an Aquarian lover, you can rest assured that she wouldn't spend much of her time clinging to you. In fact, she might be worried that you are the one clinging to her 24/7 instead.)

Hahaha. Agreed as well for this one. If not I wouldn't be quoting it right? In a way, I'm curious in a lot of things and I wish to know more and gain more exposure too. I wanna open my eyes to everything and be more knowledgable. And yes, I HATE anyone who clings on to me like F. I hate these kind of people lahhh. I seriously can't stand them. Vice versa, I won't cling on to anyone as well.

3. 水瓶座的女人幾乎都不是「金權主義者」,一個男人是否擁有財富、地位並不是那麼重要。外表是否英俊瀟灑也不是她最重視的條件。她要尋找的是(在她心目中)有智慧、有胸襟,可以陪她一起追尋「人間道」的男人。喜歡吃醋,佔有慾太強,太偏激,太保守的人,絕不是她心目中的理想伴侶。

(Most Aquarius women aren't money minded. To her, it doesn't matter if a man has wealth and status or not. Appearance isn't her most important criteria. What she wants (in her heart) is a man who is intelligent and openhearted and willing to accompany her in the journey of life. Those who are jealous, possessive, extremist and conservative are definitely not her dream guys.)

Ehhh? I thought I love money very much? And I thought I want my man to be rich as well? Okok, got to reassess on that one. I do agree somehow that appearance wise doesn't really matter, as long as he's above average looking. But don't look horrendous or what lah. Like crooked teeth all over, then pimples/acnes/rashes everywhere on his face, skinny like a bag of bones or fat until he take up 3 seats in the MRT loh. That's too terrible already right? I admire smart guys but not too smart cause I don't want him to look down on me (I'm very gong one). Openhearted, yup. I want a generous man who doesn't mind giving. And hell yeah, I wouldn't want someone who's jealous or possessive till the extent that I can't go out with any guys. That's why I can't be with a Leo guy. Remember I said I value my freedom?

4. 你會發現她的朋友不少,而且,各種型都可能出現。因為水瓶座女子是擁有自己的道德法則,同時也尊重別人不同法則的。她喜歡跟各樣的朋友相處,而且也都能相處融冾。但有時侯她又會選擇作個獨行俠。遠離家人、朋友,甚至遠離你。請大方一點,給她一些自我的空間和時間,霸佔她的軀殼沒有什麼好處。不要疑神疑鬼,在她沒有和你分手之前,水瓶座女子會保持她的忠實。而且她只相信自己對你的評價,別人的看法是無法動搖她的。不要寄望她會把一切的行蹤、所有的想法,一字不漏的向你報告。水瓶座的女人不會喜歡說謊,但她堅持任何人都有「保留一點」的權利。當然,這樣的女子也不會要求你交出行程表和自白書的。水瓶座女子的「不多疑」,是她的另一項美德。

(You'll notice that she has quite a lot of different kinds of friends because Aquarius women have their own set of ethics and at the same time respect others for that. They enjoy hanging out and they get along well with different types of friends. But sometimes she'll choose to be a loner, getting away from her family, friends or even you. Please be giving towards her and leave her some personal space and time. Unreasonably possessing her empty shell will not have any advantages. Please don't be paranoid, before she breaks up with you, she will remain loyal to you. She only believes in her views towards you and others' doesn't affect her at all. Don't expect her to report all her whereabouts and thinking to you; Aquarius women doesn't like to lie but she insists that everyone should have their rights in preserving their little space. Of course, women like these doesn't expect you to report everthing to her either. Another virtue of Aquarius women is their non-suspecting character.)

How true can this be man?! I mean it's like as if the person who wrote this totally see through me. It's so accurate man! I have a lot of friends! I hang out with all sorts of people. Nice people, not those ah bengs or ah lians. I can be a super loner sometimes. I enjoy or I prefer to shop alone cause in this way, I won't let my friends wait for me. It's a less burden for me actually. Haha. Ya, everyone should have their own freedom (how many times have I said this?). Even if I do have a bf, I won't restrict his freedom and he can go out with whoever he wants. But don't cheat on me lah ass. Vice versa, I want him to give me my freedom as well and let me hang out with whoever I want. Ya, I hate lying - it makes me uneasy. I rather tell you the truth. And the truth hurts. Hahaha. Note that I seldom lie loh.

5. 她的服裝穿著可能經常令你目瞪口呆。有時侯高貴典雅,有時侯性感動人,有時侯俏皮可愛。不過,她的打扮通常是憑感覺,而不是看場合的。

(Her fashion sense may sometimes amazed you. At times, she might be elegant, sexy, cute but her appearance is usually based on her feeling and not on the occasion.)

I do dress according to my mood! Sometimes, I can be super feminine, tomboyish or even very shui bian in my outfit. Come on, I wear track shoes to work on Fridays, who the hell does that man?

6. 我想對於這樣明理懂事的水瓶座女孩,你唯一可以抱怨的就是她不夠熱情。她好像永遠都是涼涼的,從來沒有熱情如火的表現。外表的冷漠或許是表達方式的不同。但是,她們的內心是溫暖而需要熱情的。

(I think towards such sensible Aquarius women, the only thing you can complain about is, she's not that passionate. She always seems cool and it looks like she doesn't have any intense emotions. The coolness on the outside may be due to the difference in expressing but deep inside, they're warm and they need passion.)

The first impression that I gave people is I'm dao so what do you guys think leh? Cannot really say I'm unemotional lah. I just don't show much expression. I'm a warm person inside who also needs some passion 1 loh.

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So after all these examples, do you find yourselves appreciating/understanding me more? Hahaha.

LIAN 11:32 PM!

Monday, September 15, 2008

The bloody department is shifting to Tampines this coming Friday and I've yet to receive any news from HR on when exactly I'll be posted to another department. You guys say sickening or not?!

Actually I got to know this piece of news like 2 weeks after I started working la. They didn't even bother to tell me the shift during the interview, so you can visualise how mad I was when I knew. It's like a major bombshell on me can. Cause when I first got this job, I was super happy that I can work in a bank but what did I get in the end?

Shifting of stupid department to Tampines.

I was like WTF? Shift to Tampines? Imagine me travelling from Bukit Panjang all the way there can. 2 freaking hours tops! You guys tell me madness or not? Who in the right mind staying in a place like me will go to Tampines? Even one of my colleagues who lives in Queenstown doesn't wanna go there. She has already started a new job by the way. And me? I'm still waiting for news like an idiot. Everyday I bombard the HR with freaking calls and emails loh. I'm such a pest already.

Work is super boring and I face the damn computer whole day. My eyesight is seriously deteriorating and I feel like getting myself contacts but this NS friend (you guys should know who it is lah) commented that:

Your eyes so small plus you don't have double eyelids so it will be hard to put on contacts. The put on is easy but it's the taking out that is hard. You have to open ya eyes big big then can.

Basket. My eyes that small meh? Only when I smile or laugh will it become small leh.

So anyway, you guys think if I should get them? Cause really ah, I can't see clearly. Everything is blur. When I wait for bus, I can't see what bus it is. When someone I know waves at me, I can't see and end up that person think I'm dao. When I lose my way, I can't see the signs etc and I need to whip out my specs. The list goes on and on. You see, lots of disadvantages if I don't get contacts lah.

But then again, if I do get them, the taking care part will be troublesome and my eyes are sensitive. I tend to rub my eyes here and there and it's hard not to do so. My hands very itchy one you dunno meh? Speaking of sensitive, my face is too. It belongs to the triple S category. Super Sensitive Skin. See, I even bother to give it a term loh.

The face is buang already lah. And the long-time-never-do facial makes it worse. Actually everytime I start working, the face will get buang. Cause I realised during the period when I was jobless, my face did get better and there were less acnes or outbreak. So I finally came to the conclusion that the make-up is the ultimate culprit. But the thing is, if I don't put on blusher everyday when I go to work, I look like HELL. I don't want people to think that seventh month is not over yet you know?

I think not only are there acnes and pimples, there are also rashes lah like my colleague told me today cause I was complaining and whining like a bitch to her. Anyway, I'm gonna miss this colleague of mine as she's like my shifu. She always speaks about Ah Tam in front of me lah. Don't know who right? It's Patrick Tam, the hong kong male artiste who acted in tv dramas such as Angel's Mission, Wei Xiao Bao and the now showing on weekends at 7pm on Channel 8. She loves him to bits lahhh. Everytime she will go "See, Ah Tam so cute!!". She reads his blog all the time man.

Met Nurul during lunch today to pass her her long awaited present from us! Once again, sorry for the delay but at least we got you something you like! So remember to use it always ok? Even I'm using the one I bought now. Have to use slowly cause it's expensive lah. If not super heart pain loh.

LIAN 10:59 PM!

ABSOLUTE ME
- jillian
- 21
- 25 jan 1987
- ngee ann poly (graduated)
- loves movies and music
- bitches all the time


BURNING DESIRES
- a white adidas jacket with blue stripes tt i've been searching for a freakin long time
- good results even though i know i will nv study hard for them
- a new handphone
- a new watch
- a new bag
- a car
- charmed season 1 - 8 dvds
- alias season 1,2,3,5 dvds
- alias season 4 dvd
- an all region dvd player
- money (lots and lotsa them)


TURN-OFFS
- people who distract me when i'm really busy
- people who gets on my nerves
- kpos'
- attention seekers
- projects


BEAUTIFUL MUSIC

Supermassive Black Hole - Muse

IMPORTANT SHOUTOUTS


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