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Sunday, March 29, 2009

The day is drawing near as I speak and I really fear the inevitable. How am I supposed to react? How will I feel? Will I be able to control myself? It has been 3 months already and I haven't gotten over it. This is by far the worst I've ever been through. How could I have fallen so hard? This isn't me at all. I used to get over it pretty fast but now... I know it's not worth it but everytime I think about it, it still hurts... What did I do to deserve that kind of treatment? But then again, I was stupid in the first place to fall for it. I should have taken extra precautions and I could have prevented all of these from happening. If I didn't stop it, I will still be stuck in my fantasy world. And now I have to pay the price. This shall be a lesson for me and will be etched deep into my heart. Please God, help me through this phase.

LIAN 1:55 AM!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

21/03/09

For the very first time in my life, I went to Changi Airport T3. Seemed like very sua ku right, I know but I'm sure there are many others out there who hasn't even been to an airport. So I'm not that jialat.

Anyway, we just went there to see see look look and had our dinner before this bugger dumped me to meet up with his beloved secondary school friends. And I finally got my long-awaited birthday present from him. He said he got it online and DHL-ed over or whatever lah. Thanks man, appreciated.

It's a watch actually, kinda expected since I've been complaining that I want a change of watch. Will wear it lah, don't worry, I won't waste money 1.






I don't remember seeing this the last time I've been here.
















Stupid fuckface - a word commonly used by my FI. Hahaha.


MANGKOK!






Very very chio indeed. Singapore government very smart 1, built it this way.

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06/03/09 - Outing with the bitches and 2 ______

Nothing much, just a simple get-together dinner. Valda the bitch went off early to catch Watchmen with her beau which was by the way gross/draggy/irritating and disappointing. And I thought it will be nice like 300 cause it was the same director.




















































LIAN 1:59 AM!


Okokok people, it's time for an update liao like seriously (as if anyone read my blog loh). As usual, I shall post pictures taken like long long time ago.

First up from my birthday, these people actually wanted to give me a surprise at home but my parents spilled the beans (can't be trusted la my parents). Lesson learnt guys? Hahaha. But of course I appreciated what they did nonetheless. Thanks guys, love you! Love you deep deep as taught by my PDT instructor! Hahaha.

Kailing went off before I even reached home (she had to do CNY shopping). Damn, I hate it when my birthday falls on CNY. Not fun at all. And being 22 years old isn't good ok. At this age, you just hate it when you get older each day. Soon, you'll be 30, 40, 50. Oh, holy crap. Maybe I'll just die an old bitch. Or I'll just check myself into old folks home. At least won't die without anyone knowing hor?

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Thanks, I got sore throat the next day because of this. Super sinful but of course super delicious. Bakerzin ok, mai siao siao.

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By the way, the hairstyle not like that anymore already lah. Side parting liao (look below for that).

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In 8 years time, my dad can celebrate his 60th birthday liao. One word, OLD.

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Wa, this girl beside me changed lanes like nobody's business 1. Super dangerous driving.

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Before getting home that day, I was with these 2 buggers and we caught Bride Wars. Super nice, I'm so gonna get the DVD. It was the first time they saw my hair and Nurul as usual, had a big reaction.

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Oh ya, I think her camera spoilt or what already according to her.

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It's The Grand Cathay people! (as if I've never been there before)

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I love my.... bling bling earrings!

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Rise to holy mambang!

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14/03/09 - Meet up with the mambangs again

I still have a pending birthday present from them, thanks ah!





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14/02/09 aka Valentine's Day

I was so pathetic that nobody dated me that I had to go out with my buddy. Hahaha, no offence ah. No lah, some bastard stood me up actually. Standard, movie and pool are our favourite pastime. Dinner at Ramen 10 since this guy like that place so much. I accomodate him loh, no problem 1.


The hair like super short right cause just cut what.









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30/01/09 - Belated birthday celebration for me

Watched The Wedding Game. Rushed down to JP in cab. Shouldn't have wasted my money cause when I reached, they were still queueing up. As usual lah, the 2 girls like to act cute by giving the peace sign.















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26/01/09 - 1st day of CNY

Joanne came to visit with the kids. Super cute daughter! Seriously, her kids very guai 1, won't make noise whatsoever. They have good genes man.








Hehehe, just got home from visiting so I took a few snapshots of myself. Must be a bit vain once in a while. I'm still a girl despite the hideous short hair.













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24/12/08 - Xmas 2008

Went over to the auntie's place for christmas dinner and of course, all of them got a first look at my hair. At that time, still super ugly lah, as evidenced in the photos. And I chose the wrong top - it made me look so fat. Nobody said I slimmed down, basket.


Cousins!






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Somewhere in November last year - OCBC's annual D&D Masquerade theme

Our own theme - Moulin Rouge!

Went over to this costume renting shop over at Bali Lane. It was so hard to fit into any costumes can. Too fat lah at that time. But finally got one piece after searching around. Did hairstyling at the previous salon that I went to before. According to my ex-colleagues, it was funky. Hahaha! Shall post up the rest of the photos from other cameras. But for now, please have a look from mine.

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SEXY RIGHT?! With that big tattoo behind her back.

LIAN 12:54 AM!

ABSOLUTE ME
- jillian
- 21
- 25 jan 1987
- ngee ann poly (graduated)
- loves movies and music
- bitches all the time


BURNING DESIRES
- a white adidas jacket with blue stripes tt i've been searching for a freakin long time
- good results even though i know i will nv study hard for them
- a new handphone
- a new watch
- a new bag
- a car
- charmed season 1 - 8 dvds
- alias season 1,2,3,5 dvds
- alias season 4 dvd
- an all region dvd player
- money (lots and lotsa them)


TURN-OFFS
- people who distract me when i'm really busy
- people who gets on my nerves
- kpos'
- attention seekers
- projects


BEAUTIFUL MUSIC

Supermassive Black Hole - Muse

IMPORTANT SHOUTOUTS


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